Notes from the underground

Oh peace

2005-11-19T18:19:50Z

Studying in Polyphoto's cozy office. Listening to music. The school is so quiet...

I'm in my little bubble here and feel so peaceful.

May this mood last for a while...

Music thought

2005-11-06T14:10:28Z

Something I want to write down from last night's conversation with Kris -

"Playing music allows you to feel emotions that you haven't necessarily experienced."

I guess the same thing could go for listening in some ways, but in now way listening and playing music the same experience...

So today is concert day!!! :-)

31 - Thirty-one, trente-et-un, einunddreissig...

2005-09-05T12:44:10Z

I haven't updated for a while, my life was so busy lately!

Most of last week was taken up by my personal celebration of the return to school. I did my minimal contribution to student life by participating in the pub crawl (but skipping the tube/funnel beer drinking events), my other nights were at Else's. The pub crawl was a riot - close to 200 students in the metro screaming, singing and yelling. Well you know got to do it, it's only once in your life! I had fun though, and didn't get too smashed.

I wrote a 6-page letter couple of days ago. Yes, a handwritten letter. Which is a thing of the past now. It was destined to Vincent, an ex-employee of Else's I ran into. He's a writer and just gave me something to read... "Here's something I wrote. Why don't you read it, and send me a letter telling me your comments. It'd be really cool to receive it by mail..." Instead of e-mail which has superseded handwriting, almost...

Last but not least, it's my birthday today. I'm turning 31! I spent sometime yesterday downloading music and putting it in my newly acquired iTunes (the best jukebox software, bar none!). Compiling a mix to play at Else's tonight.

I Try	Macy Gray
ACDC - Highway To Hell	AC-DC
Sweet Dreams (are made of these)	Eurythmics
Together Forever	Rick Astley
Les Histoires d'Amour	Rita Mitsouko
Andy	Rita Mitsouko
C'est comme ça	Rita Mitsouko
Twist And Shout	The Beatles
Sweet Home Alabama	Lynyrd Skynyrd
I Feel Good	James Brown
Johnny B Goode	Chuck Berry
ACDC - Rare Tracks - Johnny B	AC-DC
Lose Yourself	Eminem
Song 2	Blur
Parklife	Blur
Girls & Boys	Blur
I Don't Want To Miss a Thing	Aerosmith
Walk This Way	Aerosmith
Livin' On A Prayer	Bon Jovi
Ya Rayah	Cheb Khaled, Faudel & Rachid Taha
Exit Music (For A Film)	Radiohead
No Surprises	Radiohead
Hallelujah	Jeff Buckley
Tom Traubert's Blues (Waltzing Matilda)	Tom Waits
Cheek to cheek	Ella Fitzgerald & Louis Armstrong
Die Männer sind schon die Liebe wert	Max Raabe & Palast Orchester
Nighthawks At The Diner	Tom Waits
Moscow Nights

Yeah I know, my taste in music very eclectic. I make no discrimination! (Well, almost). I'd have put more French music in there, but it's difficult to find a good selection on the internet...

Gathering a few friends this evening to go have dinner in Chinatown (where you have the best quality/price/quantity ratio - if you know which restaurant to go to!), and then we'll finish the evening at Else's. Pretty much the whole staff knows it's my birthday, so I think there's going to be a good ambience!

Tomorrow, back to school - 2nd week. The (major) partying is definitely over...

Movie quiz

2005-08-28T16:59:21Z

OK, since I am totally indulging in being lazy and doing fuckall this weekend, I got some time to do this movie quizz that's been migrating between different LJs...

Movie By Picture

1. Pick fifteen films you love/thoroughly enjoyed.
2. Find screen captures (stills) for each film, preferably from scenes you like. If you can't find a still, pick a new movie.
3. Post the pictures with the rules; let your readers guess from what movie each still is. (Readers, no cheating. No google, no looking at my livejournal interests or looking at the file names.)

*You can answer as many as you think you know as long as you avoid looking at people who answered before
Hint - movie buffs: quite a few of them are foreign films...

1.

2.

(This is more of a cast photo than a screenshot... dead give-away)

3.

4.

5.

6.

7.

Kudos if you can get this one...

8.

...or this one. One of my fave of the genre.

9.

You shouldn't even think about this one if you've read any of my LJ...

10.

11.

12.

13.

Hint: 11-13 are (some obviously!) gay-themed...

14. At least one sci-fi...

15. Last but not least:

If you can get all 15, we've got to talk! :-)

Boozefest

2005-08-26T03:31:40Z

Today was the welcome day (by the students) at Ecole Polytechnique. Kind of a prelude to initiation week which will start next Monday and run the whole week. The morning started with introducing ourselves to everyone else in the group, and then there was free beer (that was 9:30am). Then we had to create a team song, and team rally scream. And then we went in the big amphitheater all of us together - (all the engineering depts - civil, electrical, computer, mechanical, chemical) and then had to scream our lungs out to see who'd go for lunch first. We waited in line for almost an hour to get hot dogs.

And then some crazy/fun/silly team competitions. One of which was passing a rope through as many clothing pieces as possible on you (i.e.: t-shirt and shorts), then pass the rope to the next person, and so and so forth. Once the piece of rope has passed through everyone, the team with the highest number of clothing piece with rope wins. It was a fun tangled mess! Good thing nobody fell! There was a math race relay. The other memorable one was when we had to imitate various animals having sex. And then there was another which was I think you had to mime having sex, in a choice of positions, without using your hand. Or something like that. I didn't stay for that one... the other team was delayed, and I was getting kind of tired and a bit bored...

There was a weekend activity, too, but I decided to remove my name from the list... 1. I have to prepare for the move. 2. Repeated excessive boozing just doesn't have the same appeal or justification anymore at my age, and let's face it, I don't recover quite as fast as when I was 20.

I must also say, almost ashamedly, that at this point, engineer = beer. My God. I thought musicians were bad (OK, we know how to drink properly and some can even perform quite well when drunk). Or probably it's that these kids just have reached legal drinking age. There's a beer happy-hour every Friday during the whole school year! ($1.50 per beer!).

So initiation runs the whole of next week, starting with a pub crawl, then games, huge greasy breakfast, a DASTRRD, a "do-something-crazy" team effort (i.e.: there was a year a team made residence home windows make a big "X" at night by going into every single room and ask them to either turn on or off the lights), and a party on Friday night to finish you off and destroy your liver. The DASTRRD, as I we learnt today, means: Drink A Small Town Really, Really, Dry. So a bunch of students get in yellow buses (last year counted 14), then get driven to a town in the middle of nowhere. Find a bar (sometimes the only in town), and then basically drink it dry. Thankfully strong liquors don't count. It'd be damn expensive!

The theme this year is pirates, so we'll have our team T-shirt, black bandanna, eyepatch, and even a fake parrot to put on our shoulders. We have to go our courses like that, too. Initiation is not compulsory, nobody will force you to drink, and there's no publicly disgracing or lude acts... But we as the initiated are free to do whatever we want. So if somebody's really drunk and starts running around naked, he can. But nobody can force you to.

Frankly, sometimes I feel a bit too old for all those crazy things, but heck why not. I'll just be more selective in my amount of drinking... Ironically, one of the party-organizers, is now in his 6th year. Normally the program can be completed in 4 years. There are enough clubs and committees to distract you entirely from your studies, not even counting the drinking!

Anyways, it's just a week, then it's the real thing. ID card, books, etc, etc...

And yes, engineering is like hockey. It's a very, very heterosexual, male-dominated environment. Yeah, the kind that goes berserk when seeing two women kiss. While I won't say that it's to the point of homophobia (at least not intentionally), some of those guys are still afraid of being tagged "gay", I'm sure: the first game in the morning could involve mentionning who was the cutest person in the room. There was only ONE girl in the room. The majority of them either answered "me" or went next door to pick a girl. A few were more daring and actually pointed other guys. The answer I loved the most was: "because I think he's like a teddy bear". Incidentally the guy who said that was the one who *I* thought was the cutest. :-P But he has girlfriend. :-(

So the '05 mechanical engineering class is about 175 students, the whole 1st year - probably close to 400? I can't possibly be the only gay one in there, so it'll be interesting to seek out my own kin! But at that age, in such an environment - half of them are probably still in the closet...

Sonntag

2005-08-21T13:26:45Z

Yesterday's "me" day was a success! As well as the photo shoot of it. Anxious to see them! It was just an ordinary day, really, but the fact that I had total liberty as to the when and where - that's what made it great. Because I usually always have something on my agenda (in the literal sense!). I went swimming. Came back home for lunch. Practiced piano. Went to see a movie. Went to Else's. Ran into Malcolm. No overdrinking, lots of mirth and laughter. Got home, dinner, fell sound asleep. A big groggy, but not hungover. It shall pass in an hour or so when I'm fully awake.

The movie I saw was Jim Jarmusch's "Broken Flowers". It won the Grand Prize at Cannes this year. Yet I have to say I was disappointed. It's one of those movies that just doesn't live to its hype. Sure, the premise was interesting, Bill Murray does a great job at acting, the characters are ludicrous and interesting - but it tended to feel a bit repetitive, and slow at moments. There is no ending. And that's what annoyed me. I understand that a lack of ending sometimes is an artistic license (i.e.: as in Before Sunset, where I thought that was the beauty of it) - but in this case, when I came out of the theater, the only question in my mind was: "What was the point of that?" I think that there was a hint as to what the "ending" was - but it was too subtle. 6.5/10

Today - swimming, dim sum with Else's company, and then AlterHeros meeting. Speaking of AlterHeros, it's through them that I renewed contact with Joy, an old friend mine from my first years of university... the world is so small.

One week until beginning of semester - two weeks before the move out...

A must see

2005-08-12T11:39:47Z

If you had asked what was the best movie I've seen this summer, I'd have said "Batman", unashamedly. Until yesterday.

I decided to take a day "off" after my exam yesterday and went to see a movie, "The Edukators" (Die fetten Jahre sind vorbei, dir. Hans Weingartner). Here's a synopsis that won't give anything away:
"Three rebellious German kids hoping to inspire societal change walk door to door to tell the rich citizenry that their days of free spending are numbered. But a love triangle and an "accidental" kidnapping complicate their idealistic mission. "

Although the director has been said to take a "romantic" approach to his movie, I thought it was a very true to life portrayal of what it is like to be in your early-mid twenties. You know the saying - "If you under 30 and not idealist, you have no heart. If over 30 you're still idealist, you have no brains." Or something like that. And the other one about being a socialist...

It is definitely an anti-bourgeois movie - rich people are perhaps portrayed unilaterally and almost cardboard-like, but they are more of a pretext than a target. The dialogue is thoughtful, smart and witty - and realistic. The cast is also great (I particulary like the sweet-looking boy-next-door Daniel Brühl), the characters believable, and lovable, as is the soundtrack.

But what struck me a lot was the friendship subplot - the friendship between the three of them, and also between the two guys, who are best friends. It's to be seen. It's very rare to see a movie treating true friendship (especially between two straight men) - it's always the bona fide love story - but The Edukators brings in a sincere, and yes, romantic view - of something people forget to look for and appreciate, along with the eternal pursuit for love: friendship.

Oh yes... the last song at the end is by Jeff Buckley. Wow. RUN see this movie!!!

(I got a free admission ticket - and will go see it again in a couple of days, once I digest it entirely...)

So long, farewell...

2005-08-01T04:17:29Z

Phew.

The Montreal 2005 XI FINA Championships are now officially over, as the FINA president Mustapha Larfaoui and Montreal Mayor Gerald Tremblay made their respective speeches. The FINA flag was pulled down and given to the Mayor of Melbourne, Australia for the XII FINA Champions to be held in Melbourne, VIC, in 2007.

On the screen: "Thank you Montreal 2005, see in you Melbourne 2007."

Although the closing ceremony was nowing as grand as the opening, it was nevertheless moving and inspiring.
Today also marked my last and 26th consecutive day of volunteer work! Over 150h invested in four weeks with no weekends - so I'm not exactly upset that it's all over... Sad, a bit - it was a unique experience to be involved in world championship. There was nothing this big in sports since the 1976 Olympics. I'll fondly remember these past weeks for the rest of my life!

Seeing all these athletes compete, be silly, rejoice, sometimes even cry, always striving for the best - gave me an inspirational boost for the upcoming start of the school year, my first year back in science since 1996.

Tomorrow I intend to return to the piano, music... and the pool. I still have to gauge how my semester will go, but I'd definitely like to include some good amount of swimming in there. Not that I plan to go to the Olympics or anything, but if I get to join a Master's Club of some sort by next summer - I'll be more than happy.

Grant Hackett won the gold medal in 1500m freestyle today - a ridiculous 6 seconds ahead of the silver medalist. He also won the trophy for Best Male Swimmer. Yay to Grant Hackett!!!!

And I'll finally have some more time to invest in this LJ!

New beginning

2005-07-27T11:33:35Z

9 days - this has been the longest break in my LJ since its creation. I've been so busy - and wasn't quite in the mood to write much of anything. Haven't touched the piano since my last lesson - and that was on July 12. Over two weeks! I've now been unemployed for just over a month. Somehow, I survived - thanks to parents. Haven't been to the pool in what feels like over a week... Weather has been hot and muggy, and I've taken such a tan that I could almost pass for a Spaniard!!!

Since July 16, I've been spending almost all of my time outdoors, on the various FINA competition sites. Some long hours, but very exciting considering the calibre of the athletes I got to see.

I've seen the Russians get 2 gold medals in synchronized swimming (combined routine and duet). Synchro has never been very popular I think (apparently, especially among guys), but Montreal broke a world record attendance - 9000 people, sold-out performance for the finals (team routine). The Russians are truly a mark above the rest - given the LOWEST mark given was 9.9, followed by 10's. And deservedly so. It was so beautiful and mesmerizing to watch all those young women perform. It was like ballet... but in the water.

I also saw our national, provincial, local hero, Alexandre Despatie win his SECOND gold medal in the 1m springboard diving event. He is truly amazing. To see it on TV is one thing, but to see it live - as he springs into the air and does all those flips and turns - you wonder how it is humanly possible. And most of the time, only a tiny splash as he enters the water.

I saw a 10km open water swimming race. 2 hours of non-stop swimming. Gold won by the Netherlands (women - Edith van Dijk) and USA (man - Chip Peterson, only 18 years old!!!). The 25km was even more impressive. 5 hours!!!! I couldn't believe it. This time it's Spain who got the gold medal.

Water-polo events are very exciting to watch, and I'll be seeing the finals (men) this Saturday. 7am-4pm shift, baking under the sun (or soaking under the rain).

Last but not least, swimming competitions have begun 3 days ago. And I got to see one of my personal heroes - Aussie swimmer Grant Hackett, who's doing really well. Beauty to see him swim - so relaxed, great technique - obviously.

Grant Hackett and Michael Phelps being the two top contenders this year at the event. I heard from volunteers who have dealt with Phelps say that he's kind of full of himself. Apparently when the crowd applauded, he was making a gesture with his hands to make the people applause even louder. Oh, vanity, vanity. Would love to say hello to Grant Hackett, but I haven't run into him. Yet. :-(

Concerning the men in general, all I'll say is that swimmers do have the best bodies. It's crazy. Watching them train in the pool before the competition starts - wow. It's almost unreal! Especially that depending on where I'm placed, they're almost a hand's reach away! Phew. But as Natasha and I joked - they may have perfect bodies, but for some - it probably stops right there...

So my life currently revolves - literally - around the pool. Too bad I'm not in it as often as I wish...

Today I decided to update, because it's also... my FIRST day back in a classroom - since year 2000!!!! I'm so excited! It's just a math review course, M-F, 8:30-12:30, runs until Aug. 19. This week - FINA from 15:30-20:30. I'll be busy...

I've also been keeping to myself a lot all this time - but that's another story...

Time flies.

2005-07-15T04:15:14Z

I haven't worked (for a salary!) for almost three weeks now. What a pleasure. I forgot what it felt like to feel so free...

Second week with the FINA is already reaching its end. Tomorrow is my last day at the airport, starting Saturday I'll be ushering at the various competition sites. It has been fun going to the airport everyday, even if being around a sea of people can get somewhat tiring. But am enjoying the idle socializing, and chatting with the policemen.

Otherwise I've been living in my little bubble - comfortably.

I can't yet explain in concrete terms how I "feel" nowadays - it seems like this month and the next will like a transition period back to student life... at 30 years old. I am really looking forward to be back in classes...

Also why my LJ is very fragmented lately.

I am also enjoying very much my solitude (not the same thing as loneliness!) - the only thing I miss right now though, is one of those long, insightful conversations lasting into the wee hours of the night, maybe accompanied by wine - and for sure by a good friend.
***
I will try to drop by McKibbin's tomorrow to see Ryan.
Thoughts of Darryl have lingered since our last encounter -

I feel positive. Andrew feels good vibes from him. Que sera, sera...
***

Brad Mehldau is such an amazing pianist. This solo album I'm currently listening to is paradise. I can picture listening to this in a minimalist loft that I'd like to own one day...
***

In solitude - you seem to be able to perceive other people's emotions better. It like stepping into a very silent forest - when breaking a twig seems unbearably loud. In order to listen... you have to stop talking. So perhaps in order to receive emotions - you have to stop... being an egocentric - in terms of emotions. Be able to observe yourself - the me, myself, and I - from a third, external eye.

It is like letting go of your own emotions and feelings - in order to be able to receive - feel - others'.

And then you start to truly understand why the neighbor's grass is always greener.

Quick note

2005-07-01T18:36:57Z

Hurray technology. Managed to plug in my laptop to the computer lab's internet connection - so I can print tickets for this Sunday.

All of my students are ready (!), and I'm really looking forward to hear them on stage! Very exciting moment for them - and me! The kids have been lovely and there's a really a great atmosphere around here. The teenagers have formed their own little groups/cliques, the younger ones hang out together.

I also look forward to maybe to meeting some of the kids' parents. I have already met Felix's mom, and I can see why he is such a polite, well brought up boy. You know when you can someone has class? I mean not in a rich/money sense, but in the way they present themselves to you - his mom is like that.

At 6:30am I was on the Steinway grand this morning, in the empty concert hall, practicing Beethoven. What a feeling!!!!! :-D

Live from Lenoxville

2005-06-27T18:36:20Z

So the music camp has started two days ago. I've brought my laptop but we have neither internet access from the residence rooms nor a Wi-Fi connection - and I'm not ready to pay an extra fee for it! I'm currently at the university library.

This will just be a few words then - just finished theatre class, after which I have to go practice before teaching a few piano students.

Things are very busy here (I get to start my day at the pool at 7am before breakfast!!!) - but the campus is really beautiful, the kids are great (they're all well behaved!!!) and I'm having a good time. I am keep a separate massive LJ entry on my laptop which I'll post upon my return. I'm going to have to read through pages and pages of friend LJ entries upon my return!!! Hence a day off before volunteering for the FINA games.

Oh yes and the Hamburg Steinway in the concert hall is a pleasure to play. What more could one ask for? :-P

Oh yes and the guys around here are cute. :-) It's the small-town friendliness...

The small things

2005-06-21T17:46:55Z

OK, a few things that made my day today -

I was out for breakfast with my sister this morning at Café Souvenir, a cozy, permanently busy and trendy joint next door:

It's Parisian style, with wicker chairs facing the sidewalk and small round marble tables. It's very small - the picture shows about the whole place, with a L-shaped bar at the front, by the terrasse. It's open 7am-12am M-F, and apparently 24h on weekends. I have been seen there eating a steak and fries at 2am after a work shift. Don't let yourself be impressed by the suits-and-ties and the ones wearing shades trying to look very important.

1. The barista was a real sweet cutie. He reminded me a lot of Kris - more or less same age, same size (small and cuddly), soft-spoken voice, totally, genuinely laid back and friendly. Rather chiseled face. Funky gelled-up spiky hair, big wide smile and bright, cheerful eyes. White short-sleeved with pale blue vertical stripes dress shirt - tucked out, blue jeans, white skateboarder shoes. Ooh, just my "type". :-P I know where to have my morning coffee now!!! (Even though I never drink coffee.) Sweet.

2. As I was walking up the hill (which was flat in comparison to the weekend's hike) to the music faculty, I ran into this also rather handsome guy - the small, slender glass-wearing, boyish type (this is just a coincidence. I don't have a type per se. These two just happened to be similar). We run into each other something like once a month. Or less. We've never talked. As of late, we've been smiling at each other in recognition everytime we "meet". I've heard him talk to others in the hallway and I'm put ready to put my hand in the fire to say that he's gay. Next time, it's time to ask for a name. I swear the smile was wider than usual today. Or maybe it was the sun.

3. I got my hiking pictures (and an aaawww-so-cute one of Ryan)!!!

4. I had fun practicing Beethoven this morning. I was playing those very rapid scale passages - and I was saying to myself: "wow, I can actually do this!" Getting more solid, gradually.

5. It's a hot, beautiful sunny day.

2 days prior to job termination, things seem to be looking up - otherwise.

The Hike

2005-06-20T13:33:04Z

Well, I think I can say that I am in decent shape. :-) I think I'll skip the swimming today, though - my legs got a major workout yesterday! Even though I was exhausted last night, this morning waking up found me without any soreness. I wish I had a day off to reflect upon yesterday's trip - instead of being thrown back into the urban jungle so violently... I dread going into work and having to deal with whiney patients who think the world owes them everything. Or worse, who think that they are the center of the world.

The hiking was composed of nine people, of very diverse age groups: from an undergrad chemistry student to a 67 year old man (father of one of the hikers). Incidentally - all were related in some way or other to McGill University. Probably has to do with the McGill Outdoors Club listserv. The hike was organized by the Sierra Club of Montreal and cost $30. $25 goes to the drivers (carpool) and a $5 goes to the Sierra Club.

The drive was smooth and pleasant - we coasted along Insterstate 87 under a mostly sunny sky.

Things I noticed once crossed the US border:
- Customs official carry a gun. And very visibly, too. It's right in your face as you roll down the window.
- The accent changes. (One of the hikers jokingly remarked - "How can they talk like that barely south of of Quebec? They should have a French accent!") So I guess we Canadians do have an accent, after all! (Which I think still is very neutral). My guess is that the "twang" is stronger in more rural regions.
- "Town of Peru" - that's a mistake. ;-) But then there's also Athens, USA. Paris, USA. And apparently even Sweden, USA, according to one of the girls.
- "Saranac Lake - All-American City". That made me laugh. All-American, as opposed to...?
- Omnipresence of the American flag. This side of the border, you'd be hard-pressed to see a Canadian flag in a Subway restaurant. Or any fast food joint.

We got the head of the hiking trail at around 1pm. Noonmark Mountain is located in the Keene Valley region, in the Adirondacks State Park, New York. And I have to say, it's a beautiful park. Driving along the highway is just breathtaking. Mountains all around - and since we had perfect visibility that day - you could see the farthest mountain ranges, in various hues of blue.

The hike to the summit took around 2.5h. It's ALL uphill. Great cardio workout, believe me. And good for the legs too. And certainly not for anyone who's afraid of getting dirty! Lots of small to average water crossings (I love skipping about on rocks), lots of mud - and scrambling on rock faces. Steepness varied from gradual slopes to almost what felt like 45-degrees inclines - often very rocky. Some areas were very shady and mucky, others - brighter with numerous patches of sunlight and shade. Magical... Closer to the top are several lookouts where you have amazing views of the surrounding mountains - again, just breathtaking. Nothing except trees. Even the small highway was lost among them. Only a stupid golf course that was a total eyesore in the landscape.

The last leg of the hike was by far the most strenuous and treacherous. There were moments I was literally drenched in sweat - and I don't sweat much in general! One hiker didn't make it (and it wasn't the older man - he was in TOP shape, trust me, for someone his age!) and eventually turned back. The summit was mostly bare rock with a 360-degree view of the Adirondacks. Nothing, but mountains. The view just defies description - or even photography - as any nature lover knows...

It reminded of the Lord of the Rings - the scenes in the mountains. All you needed were the snow-capped peaks, and the eye of Sauron in the distance!!! :-D And I wasn't the only one to think so! They could have filmed LOTR in the USA!

We lounged around for almost two hours up there, basking in the sun and enjoying the fresh moutain air... I can't tell you how serene and peaceful it felt to be on the summit. Not so much a sense of accomplishment, but of having reached a state of being one with nature. Because you realize how insignificant you are - which to me, is not depressing, but rather inspires awe and reverence in the face of something infinitely greater.

I think of a random sample of poseurs on St-Laurent Boulevard - with their everything-I-own-is-expensive attire, eating in restaurants that are way overpriced for the quality of the food, for instance. Or one of those I'm-the-center-of-the-world-patients.
I think of one the hikers, standing at the top of a cliff wall - he looked like a bug against the landscape.
I smelled the fresh, cool air.
I reminded myself of the truly important things in life that should drive us (or at least me!). I don't have to tell you - if you read into anything in this LJ , or if you know me in person...

Going back down was a lot faster. We split into two group - one took a "less hard" trail - I went along with Sarah and Derek the same way that we came up. All I'll tell you is that it's crazy knee workout. And everything looked a lot steeper going down. Lots of skipping, hopping, while trying to keep balance - and almost running because of the forward momentum. We made it down to the fork of the trail in 40 minutes. We then hiked back up on the other trail for another 20 minutes to meet the other group - and went back down again to the beginning of the trail.

It was 7 pm when we got back to the parking lot. I think it's fair to say that I felt really grimy - being a mixture of bug repellent, sweat, dirt, mud and sunscreen. :-) All good fun. All in all, about 4.5h of intense hiking. Nothing extraordinary by hiking standards, but workout nonetheless.

I'm want to go hiking again as soon as I get the occasion. Although soon will not be as soon as I hope, with the way things are looking this summer...

Photos soon...! I can't wait!

More heat

2005-06-13T17:55:44Z

The heatwave has not loosened its grip. This photo was taken a few years ago, but it could certainly have been taken anytime in the past few days... Ah, those hot firemen!

A music post

2005-06-09T19:06:18Z

Splash of a thought.

This morning I was practicing my Beethoven. It was sunny and fresh outside, I opened wide the windows of the practice studio. As I was going through some of those crazy scale passages (who'd thought that you could make great music with only an assemblage of scales and arpeggios) - there was a band downstairs rehearsing at the same time. It was Sting's "Roxanne".

I stopped in the middle a passage and listened (eavesdropped!) to the band downstairs. I smiled and said to myself: "it's so cool to able to play music."

A happy thought for the day.

Gyro, Star Wars, et al.

2005-05-22T05:22:10Z

I'm not sure if I'm a workaholic or simply a lifeaholic. On Friday I was up at 6am and went to bed at 3am. Worked, went swimming (oh did that feel good - great work out - interval training), took a leisurely stroll through the gay village to head to a gyrokinesis class with my friend Natasha - another great workout. Full 2 hours (last part of which involves abs workout - that was incredible. Now I understand why good swimmers have perfect ripped abs!!!). If you're wondering what is gyrokinesis, go to the following link: http://www.gyrotonic.com/gyrokinesis.htm

Gyro is an amazing workout. It works every single muscle in your body... I felt like going right back to the pool afterwards, but instead had the AlterHeros admin meeting that ended at 22:30. And then I went for a round at Else's and a few beers completely wiped me out. I was officially out of bed at 2pm the next day.

I'd go back every Friday to that class, but it falls on my normal work hours... Darn!!!
***

Saw Star Wars Episode III today.
Which I totally enjoyed.
Make a movie with a theme around outer-space (sci-fi!), and I'll go watch it even if it turns out to be a bomb. I love spaceships and spacefights and all that... (reason I'm heading into Aerospace engineering!)
I've seen all of the Star Wars movies since I was a kid - all at the movie theatre - except for Episode I.
The Star Wars theme is just so unforgettable and uplifting - taaaah taaahhh ta ta ta taaahhh taaaahhh - you could feel the energy in the jammed-packed theatre - people clapping - oh yeah you're in for the ride!!!
The movie is over 2h long, but it doesn't drag too much. Amazing computer graphics and fun fight/battle scenes.
Bogus dialogue, but who cares, I don't think anyone is going to see this for intellectual edification.
Yoda has quite a few good scenes!

Samuel L. Jackson as one of the Jedi masters just has an amazing charisma on screen, great actor... always so - intense.
Ewan McGregor - Obi-Wan Kenobi - oh he is such a great actor (so versatile!) - and so handsome - dreamboat - marry me!!!!!!!
Hayden Christensen - Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader - such a pretty guy... almost too pretty - would love to see him in a bigger role one day to see what he's capable of -
(but McGregor still rules over my heart!!)
***

Just got back from a (Chinese) wedding reception of a high school pal. Knew zero people in the 180-people reception/dinner party, except for the groom (Yong Quiang), Eric and John - we were the gang (before geek became cool). It's crazy... it means I've known them for... 15 years - since graduation - or 20 years since grade 7.... wow times flies!!!!

It's funny - to me - they don't look any older - just the same as when we were in HS - but of course if we looked at pictures of back then - it'd be different...

Certain personality traits just don't change over time. The way someone laughs, little mannerisms - details, details, details.. Eric - pretty good looking guy - but deep down still insecure - patches of insecurity - and so scared to be tagged as "gay" - in comparison to John, who's so self-assured (maybe too much!) that we can joke around. Oh, straight guys. So easy... hahah (i.e.: Tonight. Eric gets call from (obviously) a girl. Quickly gets "rid" of me and John so he can talk quietly on his cell phone)

Everything changes, but still, some things never do. :-)

One more day

2005-04-14T15:49:51Z

I should just think of the money I'll get next week. Will most likely have to work tomorrow as my boss isn't feeling well - so I don't think she'll be able to open tomorrow. 48h in a week. Haven't had time to do anything for me - apart from nights at Else's on Monday and Wednesday - but then I had to back the next day at 7am. Have lost quite a bit of sleep. Kind of puts a damper on the evening - and the morning after.

No time for physical activity - I feel so "gross"!!!! Jumping in the pool will feel soooo good this weekend.
No time for piano either - my soul is depleted.

But tonight should be a refresher- concert!! Yegor Dyachkov (son of my piano teacher) and Jean Saulnier - piano and cello - in a program consisting of: Beethoven, Debussy, Rachamaninov and Shostakovich. I can't wait.

Natasha and her friend Wilma will be there, as well as my sweet Kris, and tons of people I know. It'll be good to see friends' faces. Because I'm tired of seeing and dealing with patients, and of answering the goddamn phone - as I e-mailed David this morning. No patience anymore.

Hey, but there could be worse things than having too much work.

Oh - and - very exciting - Marc Garneau, the first Canadian to go in space, is the president of honor of tonight's benefit concert. He will be present in the audience!!! Must be sure to meet him tonight!

Personality test...

2005-04-07T19:43:00Z

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Empathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Religious	\|\|	10%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Materialism	\|\|	10%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Need to dominate	\|\|	10%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Avoidant	\|\|	10%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Wealth	\|\|	10%
Dependency	\|\|	10%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Food indulgent	\|\|	10%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|	16%
Paranoia	\|\|	10%
Vanity	\|\|	10%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Female cliche	\|\|	10%

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Highest scores: empathy, intellectual, artistic, hedonism, adventurousness. Most definitely.
And pretty obvious I'm not a materialistic person!

How I managed to get only 36% romantic is beyond my understanding. I'm probably the most romantic guy in this town!!! :-)

Saturday

2005-04-02T16:13:51Z

Another quiet entry at home. Decided to skip swimming this morning as kind of tired from last night out with Nathalie. Not that we were out late or anything. Not even midnight. Just was so tired from the long week. Gotta few slices of pizza in the oven and then I'm off to piano practice and the rest of the day, which promises to be full. :-)

Plus I'm tired of rushing out of the appartment as soon as I get up, so taking some time to have a decent weekend rise. Just discovered that David has written a book, a collection of poems and essays about music, if I'm not mistaken. Right up in my alley. Will order it - probably direct from Paris, France as it looks like a small editing house. And looking forward to see him play piano and sing this Monday night...

Well not much to add, the reality of returning to school in the fall is slowly settling in. Set myself up a budget for April. I don't think I'll even celebrate the good news. I'll leave it up to my friends if they feel like it.

OK, let's look now at everybody's else LJ...!!

Thursday night at home

2005-04-01T02:40:29Z

My desk is a mess. The only space available is basically where the mouse pad lies, everywhere else, stacks of papers and paper scraps and receipts. It smells good around here - good food simmering in the kitchen. Iranian recipe that I made for friends just over a week ago. Imagine the blend of turmeric, fried onions, coriander and fenugreek, stew meat simmering for almost 2h... And the sweet perfume of Basmati rice. Mmmmm... :-) And - cheap to make!!!

Dish is called "Ghormeh Sabzi"

So while the meat simmers, I'm drinking a Heineken, brought over directly from Holland by a friend who's kind of fallen in love with Montreal, and who can blame him. ;-) Haven't spent an evening at home for quite a while, but this must soon become a habit as I gradually switch back to a student lifestyle... Last night I received a letter from the Polytechnique, they're having an information session on April 10. Can't wait to go. For the first time of my life, I'm feeling as if I'm working towards a really great goal, one that will help achieve many of my dreams... The way won't be easy for sure, but I'm up for the challenge.

George's birthday is in exactly a week, April 7. Last year at this time we were celebrating it at Else's - rather late as G. always had a hockey game on Thursdays, and he'd come to the bar for a few pints afterwards... Oh drat, just thinking about it makes me feel so melancholic. I miss those times when he was around... so many good memories, so many great conversations.

I have finally finished my writing sprint. Translated the interview of my piano teacher (from French to English), and finished the article on Miriam Ginestier - to be soon submitted to AlterHeros. The general assembly will be held on April 16 and I'm going to run as secretary-treasurer on the administrative council.

Also looking forward to see David, who has a piano concert this coming Monday night. Haven't seen him for a month... we probably won't have much time to chat, but it'll be good to be around him anyways. Him and I have something in common (apart from being pianists and loving to write) I can't quite pinpoint it yet.

All in all, life is good.

And I miss George.

When it rain it pours

2005-03-31T00:38:55Z

Well, guess what. I received an e-mail from Concordia University - to say that I got... accepted. Same program, and even recommended to the Co-op Mech. Eng. program.

But I'm going to Poly.

I guess I worried for nothing.

B.Eng., Mechanical

2005-03-30T00:37:23Z

Great news!!!!

Late last night coming with my head reeling from the alcohol post-Else's night, I opened a letter from the Ecole Polytechnique de Montréal (one of Canada's best engineering school)... and guess what...

I've been accepted!!!!!!!!!!!

Program:
B.Eng., Mechanical

I was so excited I called up Lucy in Australia to tell her the news. It was 3am Montreal time!!!! Quickly sent an e-mail to dear George, spoke to him this morning... :-)

The past few weeks have been so full of events and emotions I have trouble relating all of it on LJ I have to admit (I've been unusually sporadic in my writing). I should be jumping up and down but the answer came so fast (the letter was dated March 17, so exactly 16 days after I sent in my application) I am just stunned. I think there will be a delayed emotional reaction in the next fews days as I realize the meaning my acceptance.

And there's still that wonderful Easter weekend in Toronto I want to write about.

Classes will start on August 29. Back to student life - at 30 years old, a good baggage of experience, and a whole new perspective and outlook on life. :-)

To produce things and to rear them,
To produce, but not to take possession of them,
To act, but not to rely on one's own ability,
To lead them, but not to master them -
This is called profound and secret virtue.

-Lao-tzu.

End of 3-day vacation

2005-03-28T20:39:28Z

And a REAL vacation it was!!!!!

You know when they say "out of sight, out of mind"? Well, it's not true.

Bridges don't spontaneously combust.
All things evolve, even though deep down, they may not fundamentally change...

Omnia vincit amor, et nos cedamus amori (Virgil, Eclogues, X.69)

Secret

2005-03-26T07:55:32Z

Writing this from Mississauga, ON. Wee hour of the night.

Best things happen when you least expect them. Believing that statement is already a contradiction.

It's just that I can't explain how good it feels to be with one of your best friends, who you haven't seen for quite a while.

Family - love it, hate it - you have it...

$205 and he was complaining, G. ;-)